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The purpose of this blog is to hold myself accountable. Accountable to the discipline of placing my relationship with God the Father through Jesus Christ first. I’ve allowed daily idols to take me away from Life in my life. The purpose is to openly draw close to the Lord and hopefully help someone else also draw close to the Lord.

I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior when I was a young child, however, I have failed many times to follow Christ’s example. My desire is not to just say that I am a Christian but to truly act like a Christian. I know that it takes hard work and discipline to follow after Christ, this is what I hope to grow.

Each day my desire is to share a true heart felt prayer to the Lord with you, my readers, in a “Open prayer (letter) to the Lord. In addition a scripture that I have read for the day, and a song that encourages me for that day.

Please join me in my walk to get closer to the Lord through Jesus Christ. Sharing my most intimate struggles, victories, and prayers with you.

God woke me up on March 16, 2021

With all these missing children in the world, my heart breaks. This is a world wide epidemic. Read an article that many unaccompanied children are coming across the border, then we see all these children being rescued from sex trafficking. What can we do to help leave our world better than where we find it?


Who are these people that prey on children? They are of the world. The Bible says set yourself apart from the world. It’s getting really hard to set yourself apart, everywhere you turn there’s ungodly sex on Netflix, Amazon, HBO, primetime, social media, radio, everywhere. The world wide web since its conception has been the biggest place to connect to pornography, where porn is always the #1 searched subject. Therefore, I believe pornography is the #1 thing Christians must set ourselves apart from. The Bible says to guard your temple, be careful what you put in, the Bible also says transform your mind by feeding yourself the Living Word of God daily. So basically what we feed ourselves is who be become. We can be influenced by the world or by the Living Word of God.

The more I think on where we have come, not only must we wake up to know our children are our biggest blessing who need are protection and guidance but wee need to give them the best education, the study of the Bible. Daily Bible study for our children needs to be a priority so we can transform a generation. If we can’t get Bible study into our public schools, then private school might need to be the priority. The cost of not building studies around the Living Word of God is just too high.

There is a great application, You Bible app that gains the reader access to not only many versions of the Bible but also Bible reading plans that you can do by yourself or invite others to join. This year I just started a read the Bible in 3 years with my mother, sister, and a few of my children. This is one great way to help each other as we read through the Bible. I look forward to learning more as we continue to get into the Living Word of God, the Bible!

Abba Father, I thank you for Jesus Christ our Living Word, that through Him we have access to YOU! Father may we continue to grow in our knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. May we resist the devil and his schemes to infilterate our minds with his filth that is so easily available to us through our TVs, phones, and internet. Father may we guard all input and choose to say NO to things of this world, may we instead turn on worship songs, praising you all day, may we watch faith filled movies, and may we use the internet to grow in our knowledge of YOU! Father I lift up prayers for the child captives, I pray they may be set free in the mighty name of Jesus. May they find peace, security, and healing through your loving Son. Thank you loving Father for your truth, your direction, your correction, and your love. Amen.

God woke me up on April 20, 2020

What a glorious day it is because I am coming to the understanding that I am loved. I am loved by my Father in Heaven. My Father did not want to be without me, so he made the way for me to go home to him. He gave me Jesus Christ, and then the Holy Spirit. He gives because he loves. He saved because he loves. He loved me before I loved him. He provides for all my needs. He answers all my prayers. He gives my family good health, he provides our daily meals, he provides our shelter from the storm. Though 1,000 may fall at my side, and 10,000 at my right hand, no harm comes to me and mine. I am blessed by my Father, I am blessed when I go in and I am blessed when I go out. I am blessed from the top of my head to the bottom of by feet. Every where I go, the Lord goes before me and provides me favor. When I come in contact with people, thought they may not like me, they still give me favor. Health and long life are mine and my families. I am so thankful for Jesus Christ because I have forgiveness for my sins. I pray, Father for your wisdom and understanding that I may walk blameless for the rest of my life. May my life honor you, may my will be aligned with your will. I desire to return to heaven and live under your glory, with all my friends and family. Amen.

God woke me up on March 17, 2020

Father, I trust in you, I know that you will protect me and my loved ones. I know that you are my provider, we will have food, we will have shelter, and you protect my household from the pestilence of disease and sickness. You, Father are all I need. You Father have provided all I will ever need, your son Jesus Christ. I accept the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, may his sacrifice be accepted world wide. Every knee shall bow, every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord! What a glorious offering of Love you have given your creation. I love you because you have first loved me. You love me as I am today, there is no work I can do or not do that will strip your love from me. I thank you Father in heaven for your love and your gifts.

Forgive me Father for the strife I participate in my home. Father I repent of my mouth, my words against my husband. May I utilize prayer and your Word as my defense. May I not return harsh words with more harsh words. May I stand strong and fight the good fight of faith with your word. In Jesus Name I pray.

Father, correct my character and help me to be considerate of others and not to be selfish in my dealing with others. Father guide me to be the help others need according to your will. May discernment fall upon me, may the Holy Spirit guide me in my dealings with those in need.

Thank you Father for your love and protection. Surround the housholds of my children who do not live with me. Keep them safe from harm and keep their bodies and minds healthy. May each of them be filled with faith in you. Amen.

God woke me up on March 12, 2020

Thank you Father for this day. Thank you Father for your word, Jesus Christ. Thank you Father that as I draw close to you, you draw close to me. My heart yearns for closeness to you. I’m empty without you. Be the Lord of my life. May my thoughts ponder your greatness. May my heart skip a beat at the thought of your love for me. You loved me so much, eternity without me was not acceptable so you moved to reunite me to you. Your geat act of love is immense, grand, monumental, indescribable. I now have hope, hope that although now I suffer, my suffering will end. I know the plans you have for me are to prosper me and never to harm me. Thank you for your great love for me. Thank you for hearing my voice, thank you for family, community, and health. You are my ultimate provider. Holy Spirit, do a good work in my, make my spirit whole. May my life serve you and others. Guide my path, my mouth, and my thoughts. Amen.

God woke me up on February 28, 2020

Father in heaven, thank you for waking me up. Thank you Father for all the comforts of family and home. I am truly blessed that I am not here alone. The people in my life are great blessings and I thank you for them all. Father, I pray for my husband, my children, and my community and I thank you for them all. I live in a wonderful place with great people, I am wonderfully blessed. I adore you Father for you are my provider, you provide al the good in my life. I do not want to be of the world, being of the world is a cold and lonely existence. Father, the devil is roaming around like a lion seeing who he can devour, Father in Jesus name I pray a hedge of protection over my family and over my community.

Father in Jesus name I pray a spirit of truth sweep across this nation, opening the eyes of the people to the horror of abortion. You say in your word Father that you will not know us if we do not feed those who are hungry or cloth those who are naked, or defend those who can’t defend themselves. I pray, Father that the blinders be removed and this nation see the atrocity of abortion. May the people stand up against those that would allow such child sacrifice, in Jesus name. Father let every state reject abortion and every person become to understand the sacristy of children. May the people understand that children are a heritage of the Lord. Amen.

God woke me up on February 13, 2020

What a glorious day Father, you are worthy of my praise! You are love, you give hope, you provide, you redeem me. I am in awe of your glory. You show me such goodness, all I’ve ever needed to do was read your word and pray. Father a life with you brings life to my soul. I have hope for a better future. I want others to know you too. It’s called a sacrifice of praise, but today it is an honor and privilege to praise you. You have provided me with the family that I’ve always wanted. I’ve always wanted a husband who loves me and whom I love, thank you Father for answered prayers. Father I didn’t know that I wanted children 26 years ago but you have blessed with a heritage of children. And community, wow, just wow my good Father, I am blessed to be in such a great community. My neighbors seek your face, my neighbors are good to me and my family. I pray I can be a good neighbor too.

Father in all that you provide I am thankful. Thank you good Father for doing a good work in me. I know there is still much work to do but I accept my cross. May you Father fill me with your purpose on earth. Give me the strength, skill, words, and fire to accomplish all you would have me do. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Father, guide my husband and children on the straight and narrow path home to you. Place in them that hunger to read your word and to spend time communicating with you all day long. Place God fearing people in their lives, for iron sharpens iron. May they too accomplish all the assignments that you give them.

Thank you Father for opening my eyes to the greater purpose, not to have earthly material wealth but to look for eternity with you. It is far more important to build relationships than wealth. Thank you Father for guiding me to your truth and allowing me to comprehend it more and more every day. I love you Father, and thank you, you are my God. It is through Jesus Christ I come to you and pray. My knee will bow and my mouth will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. Amen.

God woke me up on February 6, 2020

Amazing Father, thank you for this day. Thank you for bible groups where like minded people can gather in your name. Father may we come out of these groups with a better understanding of your ways and who you are and who we are in Jesus Christ. Father I pray for all the suffering people who have had abortions. I pray Father that they know that there is rest in you, that although you believe in justice, you sent your Son Jesus Christ to atone for everyone’s sin, including all involved with abortion. Abortion hurts the baby, the mother, the father, the friends, the future others, and society. Father, may all who carry this burden in their heart find you and know that you have through Jesus Christ lifted the burden off of them and placed that burden on Christ. You rescued them from living a life of shame and guilt. Thank you, Father, for Jesus Christ. Why should Jesus Christ be adored, why should every knee bow, and every tongue confess, well, because, Jesus took on the shame of the whole world from the beginning to the end, that’s why. Jesus atoned for our sin, now we can come to the Father because of the sacrifice of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ who had no sin, accepted the sin of the world from the beginning to the end and the Father’s creation can now choose eternity or death. Father may brave souls, who have aborted their child, speak out and confess, and tell the horrible truth of how the after effects of abortion is burdensome to carry. Father you say that we should love you with all our heart and all our soul and all our minds, and to love other as ourselves. Father may more people come out in love for their neighbor and tell the truth of how abortion has haunted their lives long after the act. It is in love that we warn our neighbor of how the sin is so burdensome to carry so as to hopefully give knowledge and wisdom to someone making that decision today. Amen.

Good woke me up on February 2, 2020

Father I need you in my life desperately. When I placed anything above you I fail miserably. There’s only joy of life with you at the center. Father, I cry out to you to be near to me and create a new person in me. I ask for your peace, for your yoke. Father I ask for discernment, I ask for wisdom. Only from you do all good things come. A good life comes from you Jesus being my foundation. Father, I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and as my Savior. I forgive those who have harmed me and my children. I forgive my husband who has no clue how to treat his wife. However, I thank you, Father for the battle for I will come out strong in you. Father, resurrect me with Christ, may my soul be healed and may I prosper as my soul prospers. Amen.

God woke me up on February 1, 2020

Father thank you for this day. Thank you Father for answering my prayers. Thank you Father for doing a good work in my family. Thank you, Father, for friends. Thank you, Father for projects.

Father, forgive me for placing social media at the top of my priority list. I repent and ask for forgiveness. Father, thank you for correcting me. Father, you correct those you love, and you love me. Father forgive me for arguing with my husband. Teach me, Father, how to handle his daily insults. I keep responding in the wrong way. Father, forgive me for telling everyone the problems that we have, I should only go to you for my help. Father, you are my strong tower whom I should run to for help. You comfort me in my distress. I trust toy, Father, to lead me and refine me into a better me. Amen.

Father, I lift up my children to you. Father, block the plans of the evil one against my children. Father, set your angels to place a impenetrable hedge of protection around them. Father, place Holy pirit filled friends in their midst. May they encounter Jesus and love him dearly. May they accept Jesus and receive his righteousness through repentance and forgiveness of sins. May the same power that rose Jesus from the dead, raise their souls with Jesus, may they prosper as their soul prospers. Amen.